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sidspencer @ 2009-07-05T07:28:00

2009-07-05T14:30:02Z

well, i failed to do anything last night. i woke up at 2am to some couple screaming in the alley. but the fireworks? like they never happened. how nice and shitty.

heil eris!

2009-07-03T22:56:29Z

what's up tonight? i need something to doooooo. or tomorrow during the day. let me tag along!

xoxoxo,
-sid

sidspencer @ 2009-06-30T09:41:00

2009-06-30T16:43:03Z

i fucking hate windows 7. the ribbon is terrible! it makes me do two clicks to get to the browser window i want instead of *1*. that's a fucking regression. god, i hate windows.

sidspencer @ 2009-06-27T09:49:00

2009-06-27T16:49:31Z

View Poll: a.n.t.m.l.u.v

discuss the whys in the comments.

sidspencer @ 2009-06-24T12:35:00

2009-06-24T19:40:38Z

i'm sick today, and i'm sure a lot of it is psychosomatic. i'm not where i want to be, not where i expected to be, and embroiled in crap i wish i wasn't. i can't take a step without a panic attack screaming i'm heading deeper down the hole. ever since my last lj entry i haven't felt safe here anymore. and reading how well everyone's doing makes me feel like ending it. aren't my 50 damn pills supposed to fix this?

free* hdtv

2009-06-13T16:19:01Z

* it's broken. it's an LG50 37" 1080i(p?) with all the connectors you could ask for in the back. the trouble is, i punched it dead-on one day, and it hasn't worked since. i'd planned to just take it to a tv repair shop, but i haven't gotten around to it. so YOU lj-friends, you who seem to do so much stuff so effortlessly, wanna get free broken tv that will probably cost about $300 to repair? xoxo

confessions: part t

2009-05-29T16:48:27Z

i've developed quite a taste for the today show. i like matt, al, meredith, kathie-lee, and hoda with the imaginary last name! and i like seeing the bands they have play. so far, i've seen the jonas brothers, taylor swift, no doubt, and david bowie. they're all terrible! and have back-up singers! it's great. and al's just so out of control... ok! now if you haven't all taken me off of your friends list now, i will give you $1! (only available to friends as of date of this posting) (also, you must pry it from my cold, dead mandibles.)

oh! and yesterday i went to visit some friends at that amma convention thing, and rocked it with my awesome friend jenny (to whom i owe both versions of the sorceress), and we're TOTALLY dating! TOTALLY. we're engaged, actually. it's a scandal! ;) no, but she did put me to work! i was selling these awesome little tapestries with different hindu gods on them, but i didn't know who any of the deities were! i kept guessing, "harrison ford? madonna?". then we watched amma give hugs and everyone tried to get me to do the darshan, too, by telling me wild stories of what she'd say, and what she'd know, and how she'd help you know what to do, and i gotta say -- i was almost convinced. but not quite! i'm totally convinced that amma and her organizations are totally legit and do not fit the definition for a cult. but i'm scared to death that maybe she does know everything, or is a telepath, and she'll hit that one nerve that i need to cry about and i'll feel stupid wearing all black around everyone in all white and be crying on a stage. so not hardcore! anyway, i have a certain name i like people to call me.

tonight! go to @shley's bbq!! i'll show my puckering starfruit!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxxxxxxxoxoooxoxoxoxoxoxxxoxoxoxoxooxxxxxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxxx

pisswater

2009-05-24T22:49:59Z

so, work has been fucking up my checks, and made a "correction" to the tune of me eating too many pbjs and having pbr instead of greener pastures. it sucks. i hate it. i hate how much i fucked myself up with my credit card debt. anyway, it's been a beautiful stretch of days, and i wish i hadn't gotten so sunburned already. otherwise, i'd be out there! and my bbq crew is in places elsewhere. oh, well. so i've been spending too much time on fb and okc. refresh, refresh, refresh... maybe it's time to text people! :D

decoration day

2009-05-22T13:48:37Z

so what should i be doing? quick! people invite me to things!

netiquette

2009-05-21T18:25:23Z

i have a question: with so many sites out there to update with thoughts and ramblings (facebook, twitter, myspace, livejournal, personal website), how do you know which one to send to? does livejournal get all the long posts, myspace all the long emo poetry, twitter the snarky comments, facebook little scientific discoveries, and album reviews on your personal website?
hrlp?

sidspencer @ 2009-05-21T08:22:00

2009-05-21T15:23:28Z

i've been having really intense deja vu all week! it's almost enough to convince me that my death, or some other existence-morphing event, is imminent.

no wonder i feel better when i drink alcohol

2009-05-19T16:37:19Z

there's this article on bbc about cola dangerously dropping potassium if you drink too much. but the numbers in the article are like "3 litres" -- i TOTALLY drink more than that on a daily basis (since i was 5? 9?). but i miss the caffeine so much when i don't drink any soda pop! and i miss the phenylketoneurics when it isn't diet. *sigh* do i have to grow up and take care of my body? (noooo!)

bipolar of lurv

2009-05-18T20:31:24Z

so last night i was watching "daisy of love", and just kept being confounded as to why daisy liked that douchebag so much. why? and it seemed like every time he threw a little fit, she started to want him even more. so i turned and said, "seems like daisy just needs an unmedicated bipolar", and it's TRUE. hell, it's obvious there's going to be a "daisy of love 2" (though she should just marry wonderful, wonderful 12 pack and leave it at that), and i was thinking that i should apply and talk about how sensitive i am and how musical i am. she'd love me and my spazzing! then i looked at daisy, and decided no thank you! she's actually pretty freaking ugly... i would never want to see her without her makeup. but she's nice! (unlike my other favorite rock of love girl, ashley from the bus, who's the partiest slut ev4r. let's hope charm school doesn't reform her too much.)

slashback

2009-05-17T20:22:47Z

yesterday i went to an ossum bbq at the lovely t+c+i's, and heard fun stories about stuff like cooking bunnies. then i came home and crashed early, and dreamed about the bbq! but this time jesse and spencer moody (mcd) showed up and were talking to me in the kitchen about shoes and ... ? then today i threw on the summer gear and took a little walk. it made my anxiety shoot through the roof! passing people, and especially passing or being behind extra-hot people. ridiculous! and i was too scared to talk to real spencer, even though he's less than a block away reading a book outside his shop. ta-daa! that was boring!

pleasantly hungover

2009-05-16T17:42:32Z

last night was a blast! it was the best night i've had in a while, from start to finish. fist pho with s+k, then some killer rockband with k, over to see the beautiful c and t and i, down to navya for ~~perfect tits~~ kl's pj dance party (sorry we left so early!), over to some place near vito's where i got a "baby bird" from c jo (reprazent!) instigated by who else by &y, and then it was piggybacks and a sweet jump off c jo's back (hope yr ok!) all the way to oddfellows which was so adorable i want to go there right now. not the end! then we saw a's light on, so we texted her, both went home, then both came back for mario kart! til 5am! and then i went to sleep. the only thing that would have made this night better? bacon.
♥♥♥♥

ps: for those of you wondering, i probably will break out the shorts tomorrow, but today it's pants.
pps: it just seems wrong for an anal fisting torrent to be downloading at well over an Mb.

tvdot

2009-05-14T16:53:36Z

lost and antm were incredible last night!! i can't say anymore without spoiling, i guess, and i don't want to do that. hmm... what can i say... ? i can say that tyra's consolation of the runner-up for antm makes me know she'll have an excellent future, and that made me really happy as my estimation of her skills had grown during the episode. lost was batshit insanity from start to finish, and it managed to fully surprise me, while it usually just lulls me with its creative predictability. but back to antm, i think this cycle gets an a, and is a top-3 contender for best cycle.

pork lamb beef beef chicken turkey ham veal mutton pork beef liver.

century 21

2009-05-13T22:13:47Z

so, as you know, i'm a pretty big green day fan. and i'm not sure if i like "21st century breakdown" or not. it's obviously patterned after "american idiot", but i can't help hearing "warning". it just seems to be lacking je ne said qua, but i wish i did qua. i should stop writing there, but i'm going to continue, this time with more rambling.

serial finalizers

2009-05-13T19:30:17Z

i lost all my momentum thanks to tv. it's finale week for oh so much! for instance, i had no idea that LOST was ending the season tonight -- first off, i'd been told that this was the final season (obviously not); also, it's ending with a really weird number of episodes. usually it's 6, 11, 22, or 26 (nobody does that many per season anymore) but not 16 like lost is doing! crazy. also tonight, before i get my john locke on, it's the america's next top model finale! i've been watching the whole season (natch) and watched most of the recap marathon on sunday, and have decided that aminat is way too much of a bitch to win. allison's my favorite by FAR, but teyona has a superior walk and is begging for klingon forehead bones. i think she'll win, but allison is so sweet and dorky and well-spoken and has those awesome huge eyes and looks amazing in her pictures even when she's doing nothing special.

so, yeah. i've been taken over by tv. tomorrow might be as well (supernatural! lilith!), but thank god for no more weekend tv. i eschew dollhouse. hearts! hearts!

(oh! also, i finally finished buffy. wtf is up with the last scene of the last episode?! is it just that "joking in the face of danger" thing taken waaaaay too far? am i being too much of a fuddy-duddy?)

do the boob

2009-05-08T16:45:04Z

yesterday i was trying to eat some of that qfc sushi, and was pouring the soy sauce into the lid right on the armrest of my couch. predictably, it flipped and fell all over me! but you couldn't really see it on my black, black pants, so i just have soy sauce perfume. bonus points if you sniff around my pants til you find the saucy spot! then a.a. blew me away with rock band, and then cracked me up with "soul plane". i didn't always understand it (what's with the guy selling stuff in the can?), but i definitely enjoyed it. especially their exciting definition of "teabag"!

trying to keep building the momentum, so what up tonight?!?!? ♥

sidspencer @ 2009-05-05T09:41:00

2009-05-05T16:42:33Z

WHO GOT THE MARGARITAZ?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!
CINCO DE JOSH-O!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

sidspencer @ 2009-05-05T08:57:00

2009-05-05T15:57:40Z

View Poll: my favorite song

weekend

2009-05-02T16:40:12Z

first, i'm going to reiterate how much the people at top pot brighten my day. i've also switched from mochas to ovaltine lattes -- is that like switching from rum to whiskey?

today, if i manage to shave and not feel too wonky from the abilify, i will go to:

Event: short notice I know
      "It'll be fun though"
What: Club Party
Host: housedjbo 
Start Time: Saturday, May 2 at 9:00pm
End Time: Sunday, May 3 at 2:00am
Where: Navya Lounge

and youuuuuuuu should come, too! whether or not i go.

i'm slowly moving towards reindependance. slowly. and the all-american rejects' "dirty little secret" is firmly lodged in my brain.

[edit: not leaving the house. i suck.]

geekery

2009-04-30T19:38:40Z

so i got my mac mini (yay!) and DAMN did the apple migration assistant during setup do a good job. it fails on all but a small set of dotfiles, and doesn't migrate the "/Developer/" directory. otherwise, holodeck is just like farin. -- but more powerful and all-around better!

geekification upgrade

2009-04-26T18:00:18Z

i got my tax return, and it was just perfect for a new mac mini! i keep mine attached to my tv to be my media center, and general home server. but my current one's 4 years old and can't drive hd quality -- now i can! and i finally got a cable box i can record from (go to developer.apple.com/sdk/ and search for "firewire26"; plug in the firewire cable to both ends; use AVCVideoCap.app), and i'll have a processor fast enough to do encoding. now the media machine can convert media, too. oh, and built-in bluetooth! and that strange "front row" thing! the earliest it would come is tuesday, and i'm already itching. i want it now now now!

anyone have some ideas for a perfectly awesome, up-to-date g4 mac mini?

achtung honey!

2009-04-25T14:53:06Z

this record came out on a friday. i *may* have found the caprica pilot to be a little... gratuitously explicit, and boring.

also, since i'm apparently cursed to share my shame with the galaxy, i had a sleepwalking mishap thursday night. i got up, went to the kitchen, peed into a plastic grocery bag (thankfully, one of the indestructible ones from the mini mart) and then peed more into the sink when i was afraid the bag was getting full (it wasn't getting full). this was all relayed to me second-hand, but upon being told about it had serious mental images come to the fore. there. that was embarassing. ha ha, sid sleepwalked to go pee in a bag in his kitchen. :(

also: who down wit opp? (*dances*)